Wednesday, January 14, 2009

lists

We just had an Intercordia meeting last weekend in preparation for the summer. One of the activities we had to do was to make lists. Here's a couple of examples in no specific order.

what I think I will miss most:
1. friends and family
2. home food
3. predictability of a familiar schedule
4. my own church
5. conveniences like personal computer, cell phone

my biggest fears:
1. getting sick or hurt
2. homesick
3. people not liking me
4. not being able to adjust or adapt
5. not making a difference

I know that part of the experience is to be without those comforts and learning to adjust -- yet it's precisely those things that I fear. What if my stomach just can't handle the food there? What if my host family doesn't like me? I guess it's those things that you have to overcome. It would be pretty pointless if everything was easy and exactly the same as what I have here! It's scary yes, but I am still incredibly incredibly excited for my trip.

2 comments:

  1. i'm excited for your trip too!
    i love the latin-american culture and i'm sure you will; they're some of the most incredibly welcoming people ever; they'll like you don't fear!
    slash, i'm sure once you really dive into the trip, the lists you have will take a backseat.
    i'm thinking of you! (:

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